We leave the conversation with no further clarity for the questioner, and none for myself.

What I do for a living, or what I do...

Has an overture of permanence which does not fit into [my] world.

It does not fit in the world.

Permanence is confounding thing.

I create programs, processes, which bring together methods.

These develop the client.

The discipline is derived by developing the client based on their strong-suit.

This reveals the progression.

This is weighty, because we are talking about how about how you operate in the world.

In your life, love, and pursuits therein...

If this is too much, it is.

It is, supposed to be...
You cannot bargain, budget, or negotiate change.

You cannot bargain growth.
You can't budget development.
You cannot negotiate character.

And it so happens...

A harbinger of the complete human.

The Individual;
Calm, Confident, Clear.
Competent, Capable, Capacious.

To become, one must be.
To be, one must change.
In this,you are

Mentor
Adviser
Consigliere

Ushering your shift;
A beginning which marks an ending.

Ending;
The most difficult portion of the [your] process is the mourning of what was...

Allowing space for what is, and who you will be.

This is what I do.

So, it's like this...

We don't understand the subconscious mind.

Hell, we do not have functioning Theory of Mind, much-less one which works.

We know of the conscious and subconscious mind.
This thinking pertains to the latter informing, and influencing, outcomes in the former.

If you have guilt, feel bad, or stressed (anxious x depressed) you initiate patterns in this "deep mind" which ripple into your reality, into what you do. Guilt, remorse and "feeling bad" after doing something against society or your own integrity (intrinsically or extrinsically influenced) will have triggering effects. These patterns gain momentum, and then they impact your reality, what you do, and what happens to you.

Empathy, truly is power.

This is why socio/psycho-pathologies have the potential for extreme, exponential, danger.
There is a feeling of nothing, and only a projected veiled-empathy.
There is zero empathy, moralizing, and more a self-reasoned honor code.
Thus they can contrive present realities into dangerous future certainties. Dexter?

So, no I don't believe some force outside of you or me which conspires to impact our/your reality. This force which knows all that is right and wrong... No.

I view it as a pattern you run at the ignorance of your conscious mind.
You did something out of line, or outside your integrity.
You need to forgive yourself and let it go.
Reconcile it with the person, or community, if you can.
reconciliation is the most powerful method of letting go, provided there is no conflict with opportunity or ego

When you do this you remove your attachment to the good and bad. You're paying attention to beneficial and detrimental.

That is where your center and power reside. When you let go through forgiveness and reconciliation.

Yes, riding in uber and lyft present danger.
As does riding the bus, driving a car (how many accidents, or break-downs last night), walking anywhere. Your job is retail, in a glass box, and you're insanely attractive human.

Of course, you need to hire two or three people to close the store with you.

Yes, you need to choose car riding services based on their hiring practices and how they treat their employees.

These bad things, bad days, and bad experiences are not because you have bad karma.
It is because you think you did something, or are doing something, outside of your integrity.
Reconcile what you did, or what you are doing, with yourself and/or the other person/community.

Then, let it go!

It is only karma because you think it is karma.
If you didn't know karma, you would not think it is/was karma.

It is you.
All about you.
Always has been.
Always will be.

Until you choose otherwise.

Karma is you.

End.

We are all lost.

None of us have it on straight.
Well, maybe not none. Yet, I have not met one who does.
Maybe that was the idea behind Jesus or Buddha or Mohammed .
They all had it on straight and we deified them.
We turned them into things beyond men, into gods.
When they were just trying to tell folks, that they are not gods, they are merely reflections of, human possibility.

What we are capable of...

You and me.

Because if there is no god, or...
There is a god.

There is a humanity that is capable of god-like behavior.

Of being better than we thought we could be, of being better to each other.

...and this is not some have a coke and a smile kind of kumbaya moment.
We don't have those.

We shun those.

This is a stark reality that we are all messed up. All of us.
Even those who think , or don't think we will end up someplace after we are no longer living.

Also known as, Dead.

We are all not good to one another, we are all apathetic to those things that matter.
We are all being assholes to each other on a minute by minute basis, and all in an effort to be better or be in better place than were previous to this moment.

Man, it is tragic out there and nobody is will to mention the tail spin without blaming themselves. We, I , want to blame everyone around me, except me, and I am the number one culprit.

I can't seem to find an answer, solution, or even anything close to a reason why this is...
Why we live this way.

We have tried... Lord, we have tried.

Religion. Non-Religion. Spirituality. Economics. Bartering. Capitalism. Socialism. Atheism. Science.

Each one is a trigger for some malicious thought or "How that way is the right way"

It's all messed up.

None of them seem to be right, because people do not bear witness to their truth.
So, we are here.

All of the toys, and none of them as useful as they should be.
Technology that can build us, and we are more afraid of it destroying us.

Why?

Because when given the same power we have destroyed us.
When given the same power, for ourself, we destroy ourselves.

Maybe now.
Maybe in this moment we could wake up.

We could see what we are capable of...
We can see that we are capable of such amazing greatness, and it requires that we all get on board.

It doesn't work any other way.

We have tried every man for himself.
We have tried suck it up and get to work.
We have tried some will do well, and some will suffer.

These are not truths.
They are not the rules.
They are just how we operate.

We can change they way we operate, because we have done it.

We are not doomed.
We are not destined.

We can change... We can grow.
We keep looking for it, every moment.
It's like watching grass grow.

Our society needs to crossover, mature and grow up.

It is time that we stop wearing the adolescent cool pants of who we think we are, look at who we really are, and start being who we want to be...

This is not an opportunity to take sides. There are no sides. The earth is a sphere, and we did not grow a civilization until somebody went to the ends of the flat world and showed us it was indeed so...

There are no sides... Stop it.

Everybody works. Everybody contributes.

I grow weary of this world, and the needless struggle for that which is abundant, accessible, and available.

Good Food. Quality Homes.
Good Health. Quality Learning.
Genuine Contribution.
Deep Relationships.

We can be so much better than this... We truly can.

Why not now?